lately everytink has not been wad i use to see it with my eyes.ure not u,im not me.all dose shouting,pushing,pulling,i cnt take all dat anymore.dats wad i use to tink.*im eating and typing all dis(:*all we do is fyte and make up.idk wads gg on nomore.its like e world is turning,jus dat im turning with it.
as im out,i look up in e sky,looking at all dose clouds where we use to make fun of it,making it up with our imaginations.imissyou.i lookaway knowing dat tears are filling my eyes up.i see you frm a distance,i wanna hug u so tyte and tell u dat iloveyou.but i didnt.seeing all dose others so happy,i wonder,y arent we as happy as dey look lyke.i cnt take it nomre.i break down inside,not showing it.
its so rare to see dat genuine smile on ur face or dat giggle dat use to make me laugh till my tummy hurts.i wan to hear u asking me to do dis and dat,n i see myself mumbling to myself n u at e bk grinning urself out.all dose lillest tinks dat we do,i miss all dat.imissyou.wheres all dat gone to?i blame you!!whatever you are!!FUCKYOU!!