Tuesday, November 3, 2009
{ 23:08 }
i see our story unfold on the screen.
close ur eyes and press rewind,stop where u wish u want us to be.
open up ur eyes and tell me you hate me.
ill smile.
so pls,hold my hand,hold me close and whisper dose 3words.
dont see thru me like im invisible,cos we can be incredible togethr.
dont hurt me with ur silence,walking away frm us is gnna kill me.
if ure gnna do dat,kill me fast.
im gonna give you the world in ur tiny hands.
im gnna make ur walk so safe,its like ure walking on fine sand.
im gnna hold you close and say all dat my heart says jus so dat u'll stay.
im not gnna let you go.
xoxo
Monday, November 2, 2009
{ 22:29 }
i guess ive not given u enough.im trying to change.but smoking,i know u hate girls smoking.i know dat,but im quitting with e help of my besty.n u tink all wrong of her.u say u kip it all in,havent i too?y cnt u talk abt it n not presume dat shes bad jus frm e outside.shes more den dat.more den wad ive been looking fr.i dnt wan u to judge pls.i know ive fail u so many fuckup tymes,i know.im trying to change.its not easy u know.wit all dis new and old tinks gg around,its hard fr me to focus.
i feel fuckup.
i feel like i fail life.
wad more,i fail you mother.
i even feel i fail you,zahida
