Monday, November 2, 2009
{ 22:29 }
i guess ive not given u enough.im trying to change.but smoking,i know u hate girls smoking.i know dat,but im quitting with e help of my besty.n u tink all wrong of her.u say u kip it all in,havent i too?y cnt u talk abt it n not presume dat shes bad jus frm e outside.shes more den dat.more den wad ive been looking fr.i dnt wan u to judge pls.i know ive fail u so many fuckup tymes,i know.im trying to change.its not easy u know.wit all dis new and old tinks gg around,its hard fr me to focus.
i feel fuckup.
i feel like i fail life.
wad more,i fail you mother.
i even feel i fail you,zahida
